where the cars go

Some days 

I wanna lie down flat on the road

The same road where the cars go

I won't say

This too loud cuz I don't wanna be heard 

I don't want the world to know that I'm hurt

Internally, I may scream
Hiding behind what seems to be a smile
And tragically, I begin
To stumble on my inner child

I'll hide again
From all the shadows that are chasing me
I'll be my friend
When no one answers my calls
I'll leave the light on
In case some noise disturbs my existence
And I'll be fine
Just let me quietly sink into thinking