new wave

Can I die again into the arms of a stranger
Losing my senses of time and all the anger
I had in my mind all this time
When I thought that I am fine

Can I be mad at you all for all of my mistakes
Did I somhow lost my soul, or that's how it awakes

Can I look inside, should I finally face her
The child that died too young,
And who was I, and who are you to blame her
For a child she was too strong
Why too me so much time
To find that I wasn't fine...

Lost in the ocean of lies that my mind could create
I try to swim away from the hate
Blaming the stars for my fate
Maybe I know that one day I will pay
Oblivious mind
is now fine
Probably not thinking straight
Lost in the scars
of previous lives
then one day
I try to find my own way
Bring the boat to the bay
Bring my boat to the bay

I had to drown
To find the way
I had to drown
To find my way