how

I'm fighting my own battles 
And you want me to battle for yours
Why should I care about you more 
When you cannot see
That I'm faking it
All the happy smiles 
And the positivity
I'm dying in my own skin
Cuz I never had the chance to really be me

Tell me how am I supposed to move 
Away from my bed when my morning is dark
When The weater is cold
When I'm living a life
That I don't wanna live