confused as always

I'm making plans

That I'll never really feel like I'll do

I wish I was

Like him, like her, or just like you

But you can't understand

That my mind is something else

Loud, sad, confused

I'm going out of the rails

I really love you

And I care

But how can I be

What you feel I gotta be

Isn't the point of being me

To be me
Let me chose my destiny