crystal clear

You know what I though when I heard your voice
Deep in my head I knew you were a ghost
You live in my past and you will be there
No matter how long I was trying to

Forget abaout 
How much I still miss you
It was so long ago
Do I still miss you

Sometimes I hate myself 
Cuz I still don't know
What I did wrong
To be left here alone
But do I really needed to change
The way I am
Just to make you stay
Just to make you stay

And now it's crystal clear
That you're not here for me 
I just needed answers 
But you left me here to suffer
I cannot let go
I would never feel whole
like I did before

I know I can't reach you again
But sometimes I still miss you my friend
Am I really that dumb to be waithing for you
Even if you were the one who's left me with no clue

Time is lost
We won't get it back
It was So long ago
Do I give a fuck

Sometimes I hate myself 
Cuz I still don't know
What I did wrong
To be left here alone
But do I really needed to change
The way I am
Just to make you stay
Just to make you stay

And now it's crystal clear
That you're not here for me 
I just needed answers 
But you left me here to suffer
I cannot let go
I would never feel whole
like I did before


Tell me what was wrong again
Oh wait you cannot say
Cuz you are a mhm
Ghosting me must felt great
I needed therapy


But I still miss you



Even If I know
You will never return to my life




Tell me what was wrong again
Oh wait you cannot say
Cuz you are a bitch
Ghosting must be felt great
I needed therapy
Cuz you are a B I T C H