Gravity

The gravity feel so sotrong 
I feel my head's going closer to the floor
Would I be able to keep myself up
I have nothing to hold me
Would this wave finaly take me
How did I came so deep in this ocean
I can't swim no more, I'll let them take me
I drank too much of your poison

This life made me tighten the rope on my throath
Twisting my truth and smashing my hopes
I live like a ghost and no one can see me
Truth or a lie no one ever believe me
Life I don't want you anymore
Why can't you just let me go
I know nobody would ever know
Don't blame yourself it's not your foult

I made my decisions that brought me to here
I was mad you can't see it, but you had your own life, now I know
I wanted to die for a long time
You are not the one who can stop me
Just I always felt from another world
I'll never fit in don't try to make me
I'll not go I'm not social
My physical pain turned to emotional