You don't

I said I'm ok with the past
But we both know it's not true
We knew from the start it won't last
And still we trеw ourselves in the blue

It was deep, too deep to go up
We drown in ourselves, we fucked up
Don't tell me to calm down I cannot
I thought you feel the same but you don't

Why you left me here alone

I showed you how to swim so you pulled me down
You used my breath so you can survive
I showed you how to fly so you let me fall
You killed me just to stay alive