Afraid

Song for future me


I just want to be happy

I gotta chose what to lose

So I can move ahead

But tell me how

I can walk in the dark

Before I lose my head

Sometimes I think of my future

What could have been

If I chose the different pats

If I was who I wanted to be

When I was a kid

But here I am

Still afraid

Of what I may become

Do I have 

What it takes

I walk blindly still

How you figure out

All the steps you're taking

Oh I feel so small

I'm not sure if I can

Do what I must

Do I really must...

No, I don't want your money

I don't need your shiny shit

I don't wanna become the poison that we're all breathing

I don't need to be who you want me

I don't wanna change at all

Don't you see where you're going
I am not afraid of you anymore

The graveyard's waiting for you