I need the rain

I grabbed the fire
with my both hands
it was so warm
I couldn't understand
that was something
so different
it was far from what
I needed then

and now I
I need the rain
to wash my thoughts
to wash my pain
and I
need the rain
to make it go,
make it go away

How could i know
how fast the fire can burn
in just a moment
all the my forest was down
You showed up
in my life
you brought the light
than I saw the ashes



and now I
I need the rain
to wash my thoughts
to wash my pain
and now I
need the rain
cuz this is just
who I am
I am not like you
I don't wanna change
I love myself
don't make me stay
and now I
I need the rain
to wash my mind
can't you unerstand

I use to live in
a dark place
with negative mind
always upset
but you showed up
in my life
you brought the light
at least in the start