I know it's my fault

I often think about the time
I had you in my hands
when you were just a call away
when you were more than friend
We were young, the life looked easy
I though the time was mine
I was the one who made things harder
I didn't saw that you're not fine

and even if I saw the way you looked at me
and even if my heart knew where it wanted to be
I was afraid to fallow and when I finally did
it was to late, but I can't blame you, it was me
I was the one who let you down first....
I was the one to let you down...

Even when I told you that I don't want you
the night when you came for me
I knew that this mistake will haunt me 
and it haunts me in my sleep

and even if I saw the way you looked at me
and even if my heart knew where it wanted to be
I was afraid to fallow and when I finally did
it was to late, but I can't blame you, it was me
I was the one who let you down first....
I was the one to let you down...

I hope you're happy wherever you are
they said the things that didn't happen 
are the worst in your life
We had our time we had our moments
I wanted more but was to late for it

and even if I saw the way you looked at me
and even if my heart knew where it wanted to be
I was afraid to fallow and when I finally did
it was to late, but I can't blame you, it was me
I was the one who let you down first....
I was the one to let you down first