Function

I roll out of bed every morning
till I got my coffee I wish the world to end
I need to stay in my pajamas
but the day needs to start and then again

I have to go outside and start my car
when everybody else can stay home
and I need to listen all day  how far
all this situation has gone

I won't lie sometimes I wish to end my life
I won't die, cuz there is always someone who needs me
I'll be up again and again every morning
even if I don't want to, even if I don't want to

Sometimes I need to put my ""hate everyone" t-shirt
I am so tired of life that I could easily skip the day
I need to rest my head on the pillow
but I'll have to stay like this for few days

Even when my eyes start closing 
and my body turn on the safe energy mode
and my brain feels like has to many tabs open
I somehow will be able to restore

I won't lie sometimes I wish to end my life
I won't die, cuz there is always someone who needs me
I'll be up again and again every morning
even if I don't want to, even if I don't want to