Wave

wave upon me
i don't see the bottom
I, I feel
it tears apart my every atom
the air leaves my lungs
and then it hits me
the cliff, It hurts
but I'm happy
that I can still feel something
that I'm still alive
I see nothing
I don't know if I swim up or dive

and now there is a knot around my heart

getting tighter every second

i want to scream, but I will not

if i lose my sight, if I try to turn back and

I feel like there is no other way

But I refuse to let you see me dead

Even in the dark, when there is no light

I'll fight till my last breath

And then I give up, I see the bubbles

The last hope is getting out of my chest

I crumble

Finly it's time for me to rest

And it's peaceful in the deep

I'll be ok don't cry for me

The wave just got me unprepared

But it's ok I'm not scared 

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