dear Santa

dear santa i don't need any presents now well maybe one playstation, gaming chair some great games and that kind of stuff Well, ok i don't really need this dear santa give me strength
cuz i'm tired crying when i get home from work
i'm tired to feel alone
i'm so tired feeling tired
so dear santa give me patient
cuz i'm gonna kill myself
give me strength to be myself
without anyone else
cuz anyone else need me as i need them
i hate people cuz i'm afraid that they may hate me
it's easier to stay away and pretend you don't care
Oh dear santa i know you don't exist
but well i need something that noone want to give
I need efort and time
someone to call mine
oh dear santa don't leave me with nothing
i wont be good but still have some kind of heart
please give me streight
to make it another year... hope to see you next year