Just for myself

Suzie was a girl with a heart full of dreams
she know she's not much but she know who she is
open minded she still got some self respect
and for the others she always seem to care
but from time to time the world is trying to control her
she can't stand the liers
 she can't stand the others
this selfish ones with a fucking mind of controlers
you can't control her
she has a free soul she cannot be put in cage
if you try to chain her you will trigger rage
and this agression wasn't so strong at first
but after every broken smile the pain she felt was worst
she just wanted to live still trying to find the colors
but here come the time when she stopped believing in others

Can you open up
Can I be enough
For myself

And Suzie makes mistakes just like everybody else
who am I to judge who's real or who is fake
well she tries to understand with her whole heart
but in the end of the tunnel there's no end but start
never had a break from the fucking reality
she wants to close her eyes and escape to another gravity
the world is so fucked up please hand me a gun
she thought for the end maybe milion times
but somehow there is still some light at the night
she still refuse to close forever her fucking eyes
but even she don't know why
how can you surver
tell me can you survive?