I can't be happy

I just woke up one beutiful day
and something wasn't quite right
i felt anger i felt rage
I tought "I gotta leave this place"
but there was more inside my mind
maybe fear or something more
i felt strange
but good i hope so
something good it has to happen
becouse i'm losing my mind
i gotta fight this depresion
everything have to end up alright

I can't be happy
becouse i see
the beauty all around me
but noone sees me

fight with monsters deep inside me
unnesesery confusion i guess
i see deamons all around me
wonder if it's like this for anyone else
i have so much fears
i can't even think
so much colors in my mind
but i can barely speak
and please don't ask me how i've been
cuz i'm doin fine
that's what i woud say
but i'm burning inside


I can't be happy
becouse i see
the beauty all around me
but noone sees me

so much steps are waiting to be taken
and i'm refusing to start
how can i stay awake
i guess i'm missing some part
how can be the life so complicated
it look so easy when i watch
it's sad that i feel devastated
why i feel so much

i said i never regret
for any of my desisions
but i lied
everything i say or i do
is afecting my mind
i care about you
and you and you
and for every fuckin shit
that anybody do
i'm stupid as fuck
guess i have no luck
what else can i say
when world said "obey"
i can't live with your expectations
my head is different
only the idiot is happy
that's my conclusion

I can't be happy
becouse i see
the beauty all around me
but noone sees me