another kind of madness/bittersweet/

sometimes the sorrow is the best feeling i can get
sometimes i need you near and sometimes i regret
i have the best of you,
you got nothing from me
why it feels like i lost you
i can't see
i didn't even had you
but you're a part of me

sometimes the sadness is the best feeling i can get
and when i'm upside down i'm hoping you'll forget
overthinking is
my specialty
there's a hole in my soul
that no one could see
oh bittersweet pain
oh bittersweet memory